612星球

一定会有一个人  在等我

玫瑰

满园玫瑰以为找到那一朵

认真爱了, 却狠狠刺伤双手

责备什么人也没有用

玫瑰都红难免看错

有些事, 流浪过才会懂

原来每颗心都有个洞

找不到真爱, 会一直寂寞

一定会有一个人在等

相遇前, 还要翻越多少山丘

花别谢太快, 请你等等我

路上相爱的人那么多

会幸福吗, 在什么时候?

忍着痛也愿意往下走

不快乐至少, 要有梦

Le Petit Prince

Published in 1943 by Antoine de Saint-Exupery

It started with a young boy that draws pictures with his imagination. He shows them to the adults but they spurn them and the boy decided to abandon the drawings and grow up. He decided to become a pilot and eventually crashed into the Sahara desert and met a Prince.

The prince asked him to draw a sheep and not knowing how to draw a sheep, he showed the prince a drawing he drew previously, a snake with an elephant in its stomach. The prince recognizes the drawing and able to tell that it is not a sheep. The boy tried many times and at the end, he drew a box and explains the sheep is inside the box. The prince says "That's perfect!"

The prince is from the a planet named B-612 with the size of a house which has three volcanoes and a rose among various other objects. The prince spends his days caring his little planet by constantly removing Boaboa tree roots that will destroy his planet. The prince fell in love with a rose that grew in his planet. It appears to not return his love due to her vain nature. Soon, he left to see what the rest of the universe is like and visited six other planets numbered 325-330. Each of the planets inhabited by an adult. 

First was the King. He could 'control' the stars but only ordering them to do what they would do anyway. He relates this to his citizens, it is the citizens' duty to obey but if only the demands are reasonable. He ordered the prince to leave as his ambassador. 

Next was the Conceited Man. He wants to be admired by everyone but lives alone on his planet. He couldn't hear anything that is not a compliment.

The third is a Drunkard. He drinks to forget that he is ashamed for drinking.

Then came along the Businessman, who is constantly busy counting the stars he thinks he owns. He wishes to use them to buy more stars. The prince then goes on to claim his property. The prince owns the flower and volcanoes on his planet because he cares for them and they care for him, but because one cannot maintain the stars or be of use to them, the Businessman cannot own them.

Fourth planet is inhabited by the Lamplighter which the planet rotates once per minute. Long ago, he was assigned to light the lamp at night and extinguish it in the morning. At that time, the planet rotates at a reasonable rate and he was able to rest but the planet slowly speed up through time. The Lamplighter refuse to let go of his responsibility and he lights and extinguishes the lamp once a minute without any rest. The prince pities the Lamplighter as he is the only person he has met who cares about something other than himself. 

The Geographer stays in the first planet who spends all his time making maps and never leaves his desk to examine anywhere and thinks that it is a job of an explorer to investigate. The Geographer doubts all explorer's character and would disregard their reports. He does not trust the things he has not seen with his own eyes but yet will not leave his desk. He asked the prince to describe his planet. The prince told him about the volcanoes and the rose. The Geographer said "We do not record flowers because they are only ephemeral". The prince was hurt to learn that his rose will someday be gone. The Geographer then recommends the prince to visit Earth. 

So the seventh planet was the Earth. On the Earth, he started out in the desert and meets a snake that claims to have the power of sending anyone he wishes back to the land from whence he came. He asked the snake, "Where are the men? It is a little lonely in the desert". "It is also lonely among men", the snake replied him. The prince meets a desert-flower, who having seen a caravan pass by, tells him that there are only a handful of men on Earth and that they have no roots, which lets the wind blow them around making life hard on them.

The little prince climbs the highest mountain he has ever seen. From the top of the mountain, he hopes he will see the whole planet and find people, but he sees only a desolate landscape. When the prince calls out, his echo answers him, and he mistakes it for the voices of humans. He thinks Earth is unnecessarily sharp and hard, and he finds it odd that the people of Earth only repeat what he says to them.

Eventually, the prince comes upon a whole row of rosebushes, and is downcast because he thought that his rose was the only one in the whole universe. He begins to feel that he is not a great prince at all, as his planet contains only three tiny volcanoes and a flower he now thinks of as common. He lies down in the grass and weeps.

The prince then meets and tames a fox, who explains to the prince that his rose is unique and special, because she is the one whom he loves. The fox bid farewell and told the prince his secret. "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

The prince then meets a railway switchman and a merchant. The switchman tells the prince how passengers constantly rush from one place to another aboard trains, never satisfied with where they are and not knowing what they are after, only the children amongst them bothering to look out of the windows. The merchant tells the prince about his product, a pill which eliminates thirst and is therefore very popular, saving people fifty-three minutes a week; the prince replied that he would use the time to walk and find fresh water.

At the end, the pilot is dying of thirst in the desert but he and the prince found a well. After some thought, the prince bids an emotional farewell to the pilot. Explaining to him that while it will look as though he has died, he has not, but rather that his body is too heavy to take with him to his planet. He tells the pilot that it was wrong of the pilot to come and watch, as it will make him sad. The prince allows the snake to bite him and the next morning, when the pilot went looking for the prince, he finds the prince's body has disappeared.

屬於...

屬於我的嗎？

如果我趕追求, 我就敢擁有嗎？

Home...

.EstherStocker. KunstGalerieMuseumBozen.
(Installation)

I'm not feeling homesick for once. I was so concentrated on my work, only measurements appeared. Then, I found my mind floating through Ikea and Curve spaces. I don't know. I don't really miss it as I rarely go to those places. It's more likely a walkthrough thought. I don't know. Maybe I need some sleep.

Stop bugging me!!

Sigh, It's about my hair again. I've used to maintain my hair once a month but it's too expensive to maintain it here. The only thing I can do is to have a decent hair cut once in every few months. 

It's either I trim my own hair or with the help of my friends. It's always simple trimming until I caused disaster to myself last febuary. This is the Seventh month and I have not been to any hairdresser.

I've always said to myself, go to the Japanese hairstylist in London cz only Asians knows Asian's hair the best. (that's from asian forums about bad haircuts from the ......*ahem*)

Kill me...

It's £35 per haircut this time. That is like RM173 PER HAIRCUT!! 

Normally, I'll go for RM15 per haircut max and now?? RM173!?!?


The question is.... Should I?

太鼓の達人 プラス

ここにある！!

無料で遊べるのはここまでですが、

DLCで他の曲を購入することが出来ます。

どれも5曲入って600円!!

探る日本 iTunes App Store

Oh no you din't girl!

B*TCH! I KNOW U F$@#^@#(^@#*&@^%#ckin stole my shirt!! It was in the my shopping bag!! I'm taking the S and XS size and YOU stole my S size and paid. IT'S NOW SOLD OUT!!! 

I BELIEVE IN KARMA B*TCH!! You betta watch your back when you're out in the streets with the shirt. I'm gonna run over a pile of dirty petrol water and freakin stain your F&@#kin shirt!

With wings and fly!

Sometimes I wish I have the freedom of speech...

I could say whatever I want,

Just express whatever I felt like it,

Shoot needles aimlessly.

But no.

For the sake of being nice.

(Lame excuse... I know...)

丑

很多的時候，
我們覺得生活裡頭都希望有一個丑角，
但是丑角為甚麼要叫小丑，
丑角這個名字，
對很多人來講，
好像不是一個好聽的名字，
但是他帶給你歡樂。

可是你的歡樂，
是建築在他的痛苦上面，
但對每個丑角來講，
他都有個夢，
就是想讓你高興。

我有時都很享受做個丑角，
就是人生的那麼一小點的犧牲，
可以帶給身邊的人快樂，
可帶給他人歡笑的回憶，
我就很滿足了。

Sigh... It's so Fabulous!!

This is what triggered me. Been having this trouble since I've arrived. I can't live without blow drying my after shower. It just happens. I did it on purpose last night and it got tangled up again. But this by far, is the worst situation ever.

I've noticed my wig while looking at my Europe trip pictures and there, my itchy hands. Next thing you know, I started trimming the back hair.

AND............. DISASTER......

Bald...

It's 11pm and I've made a superhero call. She smoked screen here and she had her ninja scissors and Shurikens .... Trim Trim Trim and came along a DJ + VJ + Performer.

and I survived!!

Tragic...

It's painful and it hurts much! What is wrong with my mac these days? Is it the punishment from the copyright agencies for d#wnl@ding TONS of movies? I know I shouldn't be doing such an awful act but hey, UK internet speed is tremendously at the speed of light! I have to harvest it fully! Sucking the juice to every bits! Not a bit will be put to waste. I am aware that I was once busted few months back. Evidence have shown that my mac was downloading Eat.Pray.Love. Yes, Julia Roberts betrayed me. There goes my clean record.

This time, Iphoto's gone mental for sure. To summarise the long story, I've accidentally deleted all (70%) of my Europe study trip photos. Amazing ones especially Ronchamp ones, from the great, the legendary Le Corbusier... *CRIES* When I noticed it's gone, I ran a deep recovery and managed to recover 90% of the 70% photos.  But still... sigh...

Guess it's time to reformat the laptop and make it freshly baked from the oven...

Reading...

Sorry for the brutal image. It has been ages I have not done any reading. I used to LOVE to read but what happened? Perhaps it's the evolution of entertainment? I have to complete a primer that titled "Make History Not Memory"with a chapter in it to be written by me. I've chosen to write about how is the relationship between China and Japan after that particular event. With that, I have to read loads of books. Unfortunately, there is only 4 books in the library that records such events which is quite a disappointment. Unlike back in Malaysia, there would be tons of books that records this event. Nevertheless, I have been reading them, trying to complete them. 

Iris Chang : The rape of Nanking

As I held the book by the bed, I find that it is addictive to read them. Chapters after chapters of stories of individual survivors. Their stories makes me feel that it is fortunate for life's to be as precious as gems. Most of them survived till today mainly because of luck but with a whole lot of experiences that you and I do not want to experience including brain bits drooling onto your face while you have to act dead and hold your breath.  I later found out that the author, Iris Chang commited suicide.  Traumatized by what she had learned and burdened by the weight of what she had taken on she killed herself on November 9th 2004.

However, reading these should not trigger my nerve for anger (which I actually did in the beginning) but to learn not to forget history yet to learn to forgive. This topic has already embedded into me, to learn memories and history together but the learned memory wouldn't be as permanent as those who spoke about. 

It's like a tattoo.

Mitch Albom! You're next. You have been on the queue for so long, I thought I might read you on the 13hours flight but I did not. Ended up with a perfect good movie on flight, some interesting interactions with the Japanese Obasan next to me and some good sleep. I will!

3 years...

Time flies huh?

Very much... Raining now and I'm stucked in the firm. Nothing much to do but boss requested to have a look at my sketch tomorrow.

Tonight will be all 'aza-aza-aza!!' (punch) sketches... and squeezing creative juice...

Will be cleaning some poo that left in the firm few years ago...

ILLUMINO

ILLUMINO ® is a series of flexi glass light tubes that Illuminates through salvaged shattered glass from construction site. It speaks as a language in a series during the dark. The movement of language extracts as a breathable life-being as a whole together.

Progress

So far so good...

I hope

Suffocating

Finally...

I can breathe....

Oh yes...

That feels good....

-Unknown-

This is my space. My column. My territorry to who I am. It's been with me for 5 years now.

Today, here I am.

Hi! I don't exactly know why I felt the urge to write here but the content is still unknown too.

Hmm. Life's been that way and the bitterness still remains after the training month. The colors had faded, guess I need a search for the colors. Maybe that is what has been playing in my mind the whole day. In search for colors. How? and where is the colors? What is colors. What am I searching for...? The sweetness? The sourness? The saltiness? The savoriness?

Sigh...

2010, 2 more years to go?!?!

5 days from the beginning of the year. Ain't that late aye~ 2010, 2 more years to go. We're getting closer towards the all-famous prophecy. True or false, we'll find out by then. Sis gone for national service for 2 days now. Her presence or shall it be, her ghostly movements somehow does make you realized that she's now gone... to.... jail... Indeed, one day you come home and you feel something is missing or something is just not right... Nevermind, 2 months... bear with it, Princess!

Happy New Year people!