Why can't I? I know it's the language...

Die.... Can't I just have my own fusion of language? Instead of having one? I explained clearly that it is a significant period, it is a mark of event, interior and exterior. I admit it is weird, but what if it is meant to be weird? Is there something wrong for it?

A piece of paper with a few gems on it. Is that weird? Help... Paper with history engraved on while the gems are the vital periods that we're supposed to remember. It is there, you can see it. I guess it's only obvious during the night time?

The Guilt

Presenting! The guilt! The sudden felt guilt for not updating my blog aka

(also known as) abandoning it. Guess what? I'm back! Instead of moving

to tumblr which I left it there half way. I think it's best to just stick onto blogger

although tumblr is friendlier. But maybe, I've just gotten used to blogger?

I'm back...

It's Time...

Call me an idiot...

Seriously! Call me one. I sucked bad time. To be honest, I've never seen Black or White video by Michael Jackson nor most of his other videos except for the one (donno what name) with zombies... Frankly I'm not a fan. People around go "You never listen to Michael?" I do... Just I'm not a fan and etc. (emphasizing his signature moves too). I don't get why people are so crazy for him as well. His moves are all over the place but seriously, I have a different point of view or maybe I just do not know how to appreciate dances.

If there is a chance (once upon a time) on meeting him one on one, I think would go 'So, you're the Michael Jackson, the name's Jonathan, nice to meet you...(sit down and remain silent).....' than 'OMG OMG OMG!! MICHAEL!!!!!!!!!! IM YOUR CrAZY FAN!!! YOU SHOULD KISS ME !! HERE, HERE, HERE and HERE!!!! AHHHH!!! (screams) I'm fainting! I'm fainting! Am I dreaming? Am I DREAMING!?!?!?!'

I heard on the radio the other day when they mentioned something regarding the Black and White video and goes on about Thai dancers. I was driving and had no idea what are they talking about. Decided to click on youtube just now.

Saw Jumba had an update in youtube (had been a loyal audience for many years). He was talking about how great Michael Jackson is and everything. Finally someone speaking something good for Michael on behalf! Maybe from my side. He was totally backing him up. Seriously, finally someone is looking at the good side instead of the bad side of him which it does impress me. I have no feelings of lost for Michael, just being normal and shock with his sudden death. After his speech, I had a sudden flashback where I used LOVE his Free willy song and the earth song. I remembered after watching free willy, I would stay for the ending credits and go along with the song and I would watch free willy again!

Being in my shoe, I see it differently. Radios and the community of facebook went on and on about Michael and I wonder, Why now? Why people starts to appreciate someone when only the person dies? Why everyone looked at what he did than his talents? Everyone is being too fake. Audrey said, it is to celebrate his career. Okay.

Checked out the video. I was inspired by the video although is not so successful to my eyes but it did inspired me with the message his trying to send out. Nearing towards the end of it. I noticed something. *rewinds* ' Is that Tyra Banks?!?!' *Colleague leans over* 'yep'. I went on 'OMG! OMG! She's in... ' Adds in an impression point for her being successful on my list.

Deep Black Sea

It has been a year. I know what I've done last year was a blast I hope? Something new and creative? This year, I had made exceptions. I really got no idea what on earth to get her. It's her birthday again. An annual date that shall not be forgotten. I nearly forgotten it and was heading back home.

Made a detour all over KL, emptied my wallet. All went down because of some ungrateful bugger. All I can say is, Whatever~ No more this focked up shit in future!

The White Planet

I noticed that there are quite an amount of people was counting the days for rain. It did not rained for 3 days straight. Maybe it was obvious that we hope for rain or a snow storm if possible. The sky tonight was clear and cloudless. The full appearance of the white planet shone brightly as though street lights are no longer necessary. I grab hold my camera and took a few shots of it. It seems like it's a compliment to us for having global warming... (Am I out of my mind?)

Yes!! BECAUSE OF GLOBAL WARMING!! WE'RE SUFFERING HEAT DOWN HERE!!!

WAKE UP HUMANS!!

The World of ...

Kairi and I made a trip down to Petaling Street aka China Town yesterday. It was a journey of discovering new things and culture. When we're about to leave I spotted something... 'Kedai Butang'. Hmmm... This must be what Shereen described as Amazing! So we ought to check out the store. It is quite hidden but I spotted it. Wow for my eagle eye sight!

Now we get why Shereen was Wow-ing about that shop! It's like a Library of Buttons! No... It's more like a Buttons Museum! Every shapes and forms! We can't exactly keep our mouth and jaws up intact as it is like a dream of buttons!!

It comes in all shapes and colors! Even sizes too!! Best of all? The Price!! We were betting that Farahin would go crazy in this shop! Oh... That's FOR SURE! Even I myself got crazy for the amount and designs of it.

Well, that's all I bought. I brought not enough money out as I was in a rush during the mornings. Ohohohoho I know what to do with the buttons now... (God! Sounds like buttons fetish??)

Where's Yours?

Remember the day you had your first love? Or the most memorable relationship you've gotten yourself in? Or maybe your fantasy on the word L.O.V.E?

Anyways, not here to discuss about the wonders of 'I Love You' or 'You bring colors to my world'.

Just stumbled upon Jon Schmidt. He is a fantastic pianist I dare say and didn't know he produced a new piece lately. A fan of instruments as to speak, the recomposed 'Love story' by Taylor Swift and 'Viva La Vida' by Coldplay is simply just magnificent. The re-interpretation of Love Story did expressed successfully. You shall hear it for yourself rather me spitting things out.

The Night From The Library

Actually I've forgotten much about when is this. I was heading back home late from college after working out the sweats for Building Services II presentation slides and of course, it went out fantastic, just the lecturer does not know how to appreciate this kind of presentation. It is a presentation and it is a style of presentation, yet she commented the words on the slides. *Sighed!*

I brought my 450D along to have a few shots in the Library and all went great!

I caught this on my way back home. This is one of the reasons why I love the city. I love the casting speed of lights and shadows. The movement and the fluidity flow. It is in a speed beyond a human's capability while producing forms of art. Inconsistent art pieces.

Seriously, I thought the day would NEVER come again. Few weeks back, I was at the same place, passing by to get the train and I saw something quite familiar... Now, again? Right after library?? Passed by, saw it, acknowledged it, ignored it for awhile, paid for the train ticket, went up to spot it.

What I saw before this was a set of balls. No, it's not balls balls, its Balls! Yes! Male-Gent-Boy-Man-Modern Primate's Guts! That pair of Guts! Still don't get it? Okay, testicles! (tentacles for Jo) Well, it struck me at first because it looked REALLY familiar. Hey! I have a pair of those too!

I saw it dangling in movement, exposed to the public and you would suspect that's a flasher or just a beggar who's incapable to get better clothes. NO! It's not.

I'm glad I brought my camera along, set up my zoom lens and ready to 'Paparazzi'

Just you're wondering, that is the dick! Dick! Penis! Zakar! Cock! Konek! Child's saying, Ku-Ku-Chao! He was in the mood of expressing himself for the stage of relief. The procedure calming or to say easing off his raging hormones! But in public? Hiding behind the bushes and to be spotted by ME? What-The-FuCk!?

As he saw me with the camera, he shifted positions and I expect him to just end it. NO! He did not! He continued?!?! No eye see....

(I wonder why blogger change the quality of pics... de-graded and pixelated after I uploaded it...)

*Sorry for the blurness. It was dark and in a distance. I need a tripod but I don't have it with me and I'm tired for that day, Its on a zoom lens, means its in a distance, doubt flashes would reach the target*

Let's Polkadot-it!

Pop-it, Lock-it, Polka dot-it, Countryfied-it, Hiphop-it, Put your hawk to the sky, Move side to side, Jump to the left, Stick and Glide.

Well, previous post, the Hoedown Throwdown preview got me really interested with how and what the movie is about. I downloaded it and just a few hours, Voila!

I know I should be driving up the nerves of studio II, I know I should go spin my head right around for History finals. But I miss entertainment. Yes I do. It's for two months I didn't really had much entertainment other than a few slacking periods. So yes, I have slacked on the total wrong timing. I thought I only watch while I eat but it got me to continue the movie.

There is a few good L-M-A-O parts and with feature appearances on Tyra Banks, Taylor Swift, Rascal Flatts.

The best part is the Tyra Banks vs Hannah Montana shoe fight scene! That really L-Y(your)-A-O. The lines are good and hilarious.

'Do you know who I am?'

'Oh I know you know who I am~'

'So?'

'So?'

'So?'

'Give me that shoe!!!'

'Give me!!'

'You know what? You want it? Jump for it! Jump for the shoe Hannah Montana~~' (Nak tunjuk model konon ^^)

In For An Apple or Honeydew? Watermelon!?!

Jeng Jeng Jeng... I finally got my own mighty mouse. Why do I need it since I already have my HP bluetooth mouse then? Well, the reason is simple. HP mouse has been naughty, its disobeying my orders. Okay maybe for Macbook not for Windows. So at the end, it's not suitable for Mac although its responsive but I doubt you can be patient with it.

This mouse for the mean time it's okay for me. It still uses bluetooth connection and its ergonomically designed! There are special buttons around it. Check it out at your local apple store.

I know, I know some of you are going on I hate You Jon! Yes, hate me for it. I didn't ask for it anyways. The Ipod Touch has finally arrived. My dearly GreenPod is now being ditched aside or shall I say, May you rest in peace. Well, it was in critical stage before being returned back to me for Shanghai Trip. I had lend someone my GreenPod. Anyways, to continue GreenPod's legacy, I shall name this touch, the GreenTouch. There! Another generation for it to go with. For now, what I enjoyed most is that I can FINALLY watch something on my Ipod esp. Grey's Anatomy Season 5! I'm still waiting for Episode 21 to be out.

So go for an Apple while I stick to Honeydew & Watermelon

The Moment

It supposed to be a moment for me to feel relax, to do what I want to do just for the few hours which I don't think I can do much other than to finish off my downloaded Grey's Anatomy. Other than that, I have other things I would like to do, like for instance, go to the movies. I have actually missed alot of movies in cinema lately. The good ones especially. It's totally mental suffer!

Next, I want to go shopping or just window shopping would still be fine for me too! I just want to hang out! Third, why don't they have H&M here?? It would drive me crazy just to shop in H&M! I want it but they don't have it here! Was watching Stylista, a combination of ANTM and Project Runway. The winner would receive a year's H&M purchases!! Imagine that!!

Anyways, back to the moment. It started just like that. It is not a stand alone trigger but with a few incidents to trigger it.

a) Greys Anatomy Season 5 Episode 18.

An episode that is like any other season which feature sad and crying moments. The acting alone could not touch a person's heart without the scores. Powderfinger, I think the producers made a good decision on choosing it to be that 'moments' s background music as it really triggers the mood.

b) News from an old friend.

While watching Grey's Anatomy, a popped up window appears. News regarding his mother on diagnosed Cancer for 2 years and this is the second year! I got no idea how is she doing but for sure, I know she's not doing fine. Imagine that! You know you're gonna die anytime... I wouldn't want to go there but I did!

c) Stress.

Don't know if you've realised. I tend not to online on MSN lately. It's not as frequent as it used to be. I changed my design over and over again! I'm definitely blaming Mr. Cheah for saying ' It either full marks or a fail for your design'. Thanks! That really pressured me on making sure what I'm designing to be the best design from me! That's really insane and I think everyone is moving advance ahead while I'm WAY behind struggling on my basic designs. Yes, I think those who advanced, possible by now, they are sleeping their way to dreamland with no worries yet.

After the popped up message, I remained calm to deal with it. While trying to comfort him but tears started flowing downwards as watching the execution part from Grey's Anatomy along with the background music by Powderfinger. I can't take it. I left a message in MSN and just sat on my bed with Grey's Anatomy continue on playing. It ended and I started a continuation episode for it, it is funny and I stopped being sad. But the tears kept on flowing out! I tried to resist it but it's uncontrollable. I paused Grey's Anatomy, turned off the lights and turned on my mood lamp.

I bought these from Penang and it plays a role on activating my 'Electrical'/Kemahiran Hidup skills. It actually squeezed quite an amount of my brain juice just to figure how to design the circuit and to make it work! I did made a 'Litar Bersiri' but the lightbulbs too dim and it seems that it could not work so I made 'Litar Selari' for each of them.

I lay on the bed staring at the lamp giving some thought about it. Closed my eyes.

I was told to get a hot shower and everything would be fine and back in order and I did. It does help.

Am I really that stress for a breakdown??

IPhoto of The Week : 5/4 - 11/4

Back from Hong Kong people!

Passing by Vietnam borders, and there, that's Saigon...

I don't know is it normal, but it does not have it any of the flights I have taken my whole life. It's on Cathay Pacific. The mini LCD television hardisk sets on your seats does feature a channel where you get to see the forward landing wheel camera view. It's REALLY COOL! You get to observe it when the plane takes off. By the way, it's Boeing 737.

One of the videos I've recorded from pre-landing to landed.

Venue : KLIA

Bought lots in Disneyland, the grand total of all purchases there for the whole family is erm I prefer to be announced as 'over over (OVER) the K'. This is one of my favorite! 'The Cup' :D

After seeing Mr.Cheah for my design in Studio, decided to ponteng awhile just to have my 'lunch'. Was starving and we saw this.. So the cat does know where to clench its thirst eh?

Venue : Annexe

Presenting you! The world of MyVis... It's crazy! That's alot stacked next to each other. (On my way leaving the college to the carpark)

Venue : Infront 7-11, valet car park

You Can't Have it all Jon!

So does the words say, I can't have it all. Though always wanted it all. This is when I make a crucial decision. Iphone or Ipod Touch! Choose ONE Jon! What do you think?

I really can't decide! Opinions people!

Smile!!

Passport gonna expire soon. Dad requested for U.S and Japan Visa photos as well, so I went to the Kodak photo shop near my house yesterday. While waiting it to be developed, I observed the Uncle to fix it. Well, it turned out GOOD. When I turned around, I saw a series of photos on the wall. Non that I recognize nor familiar faces. Suddenly....

I saw this! Jacqueline Wong!

I bet she's gonna be damn piss off XD

Shit...later he put mine as U.S Visa/Japan Visa??

Jump to the left, Stick it, Glide!

There's a feature song in Hannah Montana The Movie, Hoedown Throwdown. Watching it makes you feel fun. I'm just gonna go Pop It, Lock It, Polka Dot it~ Sounds like another upcoming dance-along-high-school-musical-macarena. Screw it! It's fun!

KL Design Week '09

I've been busy about a lot of things. There's studio, 3D rendering, test, assignments. All coming in queues! It's hectic and wicked! Well, studio is the most critical part and it is! 5 freaking long credit hours. That's really a killer. Anyways, in conjunction with KL Design Week, Taylor's College is invited to participate. Most seniors are still tied up with their 'Ipoh' site studio so us and the juniors took it up as voluntary on participating this event.

We are participating 2 events in KL Design week, Secret Tent and 10 by 10 booth. The two events are happening in Capsquare, Dang Wangi. Secret Tent is a tent which portray as 'gerai' and the whole area are filled with a dozen tents with people selling their things in the tent. I've been making a few types of notebooks since January but my signature design still stands out which is the one with the 'wood' frame. Since I have something, I decided to sell it in secret tent. Would RM18 worth it? Friends said it should be around RM20-25 but regarding to the location we're selling it, RM18 suits it well. For the tent, we decided to have a theme 'Write Here, Write Now'. Exactly! We are trying to encourage people to write more rather than SMS, Email, Phone Calls...etc. So, we're selling postcards and notebooks. We offer mail delivery as well but stamps are not included with the price. *smiles*

10 by 10 booth consist of 10 empty white panels. I didn't know what is it about at first while I'm the assistant in charge of it till I arrive there to check things out. It's really weird to arrive there and see a bunch of pointed 'pine trees' standing in grid manner. Ms. Shereen, the lecturer in charge of the whole event told me, 'Alah, just print out taylors logo, tampal presentation board, janji stay a week, tayah layan then take down on the last day.' (It's normal for her selamba-ness. But we all know she doesn't mean it BUT I fell for it) and I trusted her. With the pressure of how other colleges did it, I talked to Shien Chii. Only both of us handling the 10 by 10 booth and we as usual, Taylorians or maybe just 'Architects on going' tend to be different, wants to be different. So we sat down, staring at the 5 blocks of panels, figuring out how to design it.

At the end, we came up with a concept and everything is just perfect. Making 'Taylors' stands out among all other colleges. It ROCKS!

Everything Goes Bah Bah along with Moo Moo..

Watch it! Kiwi up ahead! The day finally arrived.  It's been waited so long yet we do not want it to come any sooner.  The moments we always treasure is still incomplete as we still wanted to keep it in a box.  Yet there is still so little of it. Time and Sincerity. 

The day I've always tried to avoid nor to think about while being naively thinking that 'It's still long way ahead, present matters the most at the moment'. What if, the future is already the present? It was once a future and it's a present now.  

There are times I was really down when I thought about the day.  Things like 'He'll be back!', 'It's not like never gonna meet?', etc,  never works on me.  It's all about the moment, when it's gone, it's gone.  The next will be sometime later.  When is it?  Sometime later.  It's like a working clock.  It moves forward and different locations in different time.  Non will be the same in any moments.

Example, you sits in the park for the whole day.  You notices different things in different timing.  Like the old man walks the dog at 5.  Next day, you notices the old man didn't come or the old man went the other path or the old man wore another color.  It is always different.  

To the Lord of the Rings land where the cows, sheeps, and kiwis resides.  

2007

Maybe it doesn't matters to you, I am just like everyone only saying farewell through media. Nothing big deal about me saying bye.  So all I can do is to say Farewell to a twin, a brother, a bestie, a friend, a companion and someone I influenced badly. 

Edmund, all the best...

Splendid!

'Would you still love me if I were old and saggy?'

'Would you still love me if I were young and had acne? When I'm afraid of what's under the bed? Or if I end up wetting the bed?'

'We are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.'

'It's a funny thing about comin' home.  Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same.  You'll realize what's changed is...You'

'I want to remember us, just as we are now'

'You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went.  You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.' Captain Mike.

'Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all going the same way.'

'If only one thing had happened differently: if that shoelace hadn't broken; or that delivery truck had moved moments earlier; or that package had been wrapped and ready, because the girl hadn't broken up with her boyfriend; or that man had set his alarm and got up five minutes earlier; or that taxi driver hadn't stopped for a cup of coffee; or that woman had remembered her coat, and got into an earlier cab, Daisy and her friend would've crossed the street, and the taxi would've driven by.'

'But life being what it is - a series of intersecting lives and incidents, out of anyone's control - that taxi did not go by, and that driver was momentarily distracted, and that taxi hit Daisy, and her leg was crushed.'

The one I love the most, 

'We're almost the same age.'

'We finally caught up with each other.'

'I know the circumstances and I've accepted that. Loving you is worth all of it'

Benjamin & Daisy

Smoke...*coughs*

It was the ringing bell for time to switch classes! We're freed from the torturous lullaby calculus structures class.  Looked at the watch and to realise there is extra 30 minutes for the lecture as we all doubted he would waste the 30minutes.

He heard the bell and gave a shock reaction.  Soon, we realised that it's not a 'school bell' instead a fire drill!  We thought it's just gonna be a practise.  Mr.chew wanted to exempt the calculus classes for attending the fire drill practises.  

We evacuated the class and moved slowly down the staircase.  As we move out the 'room', we heard a lady worrying shit and telling people to evacuate.  

By looking up, there! it's the burning venue.  Yes! There's smoke...Took sometime to extinguish it.  As told, the air cond exploded.  Wow! Last time was car *kaboom* in carpark and now air cond *kaboom*.  Whats next? College? bwahahaha

By the way, still dare to sleep with air cond? Do you trust air cond? It might explode!!