Wednesday, 18 May 2011


Here I am. Packing. Revalidating my stuff to store into the warehouse. I'm moving to a new house! Yay! The awesome nice house. Looking forward to it. Sometimes I wonder how stupid I can be. Literally, S-T-U-P-I-D. I know I say the darness things and naive all the time but stupid.....?

Just cause I didn't have the wide tape and its late, yet I'm dumb enough to do it. I actually tried to use the normal cellotape to seal the boxes instead of wide tapes

Sunday, 15 May 2011

Life no more.

The destruction of my life. 

Monday, 9 May 2011


Once upon a time, I wanted to be an Astronaut. 

Friday, 6 May 2011


Didn't see that coming. Really didn't see that coming. I was in shock after I heard the news while I was rushing my work to hand in. I tried to put it aside and I did. Now, to think back again. D@$m... What the..*no cursing in this post*.

She was a lovely person, kind, sweet. I tend to tease her a lot. She couldn't get use to my type of tease in the beginning and she took offence on me. I am playful like a kid in a way, I tend to bump her from shoulder to shoulder and go "YOU!!!" *strict tone*. But the more we hang out together, the more she knows me better and one day, she knows my signature and she did it back to me. I was so happy that time when she finally understand my intention. She became more chillax among us and jokes around a lot with each other. Those times we spent on the assignment was fun. It is all left for memory now. I regret for not contacting you all these time. You will be in my memory and never to be vanished.

Rest in Peace, girl!

*Other than my grandmother, this is my first time losing someone that I had close contact with.

Sunday, 1 May 2011

Why stalking is invented???

I've found THE blog and it's still updating. Been reading tons and mostly about the present stuff. Jon! Stop stalking that person already! It has already been over for MONTHS!  Sigh. Still feel the heartache... But I see where's that comin from.

Sometimes I felt that its such a waste that person was dwelled into that kinda complicated relationship. Sometimes I felt it's a shame for that partner to ignite such a mess. All I know is, I'm looking for something to blame on.

Saturday, 30 April 2011


I'm totally drawn to this photo. The illumination of the soft focused "mini lights" lit up the subject. The thick eye shadow made focus to her eyes. It's just perfect. She's ShaNa, a new Japanese artist. Will be releasing her debut single on 6th June. 

Friday, 29 April 2011


This picture explains my current condition accurately. I'm soooooo tired. Shoulder hurts like shit. Am I not working comfortably on my 'working station' in my room? Should I be freaking out? or maybe it hasn't hit on me hard to realise how deep shit I am. oh ho ho ho That's for sure. It'll come but not today I suppose?

Thursday, 28 April 2011

For future happiness

Arlington National Cemetery, Washington, DC.
Have I made the right decision? People always say, you won't know what's gonna happen in the future but have you ever doubt it? I mean, we could path out our future. But it all comes back to diversion of the road. You have the choice to make a difference but is it the right road? Will you come upon a dark foggy forest and makes you wanna turn back and choose another path? What if death lies upon you on both paths? 

R . I . P

by Jonathan Lw
My book cover?

It's today. The day for you to decide. What topic to write about for your dissertation to work out during the 'summer holidays'? I know I have been passionate about death&architecture since last studio 4 but is it the right path for me to choose it and bring it to the next level? Seriously, I'm at my doubting stage right now. Is my dissertation going to the underworld or am I going to die on my dissertation?

till death do us part

Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Home no more.

Would you bear to look at your own house destroy by nature?

Tuesday, 26 April 2011

Be gone double chin!!

I'm not sure does it work for real but I do feel the slight pain when I do it. Might work I suppose?

Or maybe daily exercise is the only way?

Monday, 25 April 2011

風鈴. 建築家 ・ 伊東豊雄氏

On a grid of equilateral triangles, a total of 280 glass wind chimes hung from the ceiling at various heights to represent the undulation of a wave. As you walk underneath the wind chime, not only does it ring, but its lights up like a firefly. The wind chimes that are nearer to the ceiling rings in higher tones; those hung lower in lower tones together offering 10 degrees of tonal expression. 

One is intended to feel as though you are walking inside a large interactive instrument. Additionally, the wind chimes are networked together, so that the sound and light spreads to adjacent wind chimes like ripples of water. 

Sunday, 24 April 2011

Another Jamie Cullum fever!!

knicked from sophiaaz.

His still amazing as always! OK! Start stalking his tour dates!
I must go to his concert!!!

Saturday, 23 April 2011

Think food?

You think of food, you think of indulgence.
But the question is, would you feel indulge just by visual?
I look at food a different way and I doubt I would enjoy these...
Maybe I could enjoy it in photography wise but not consuming it.

Friday, 22 April 2011


一定会有一个人  在等我

Thursday, 21 April 2011


认真爱了, 却狠狠刺伤双手

有些事, 流浪过才会懂
找不到真爱, 会一直寂寞
相遇前, 还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快, 请你等等我
会幸福吗, 在什么时候?
不快乐至少, 要有梦

Wednesday, 20 April 2011

Le Petit Prince

Published in 1943 by Antoine de Saint-Exupery

It started with a young boy that draws pictures with his imagination. He shows them to the adults but they spurn them and the boy decided to abandon the drawings and grow up. He decided to become a pilot and eventually crashed into the Sahara desert and met a Prince.
The prince asked him to draw a sheep and not knowing how to draw a sheep, he showed the prince a drawing he drew previously, a snake with an elephant in its stomach. The prince recognizes the drawing and able to tell that it is not a sheep. The boy tried many times and at the end, he drew a box and explains the sheep is inside the box. The prince says "That's perfect!"

The prince is from the a planet named B-612 with the size of a house which has three volcanoes and a rose among various other objects. The prince spends his days caring his little planet by constantly removing Boaboa tree roots that will destroy his planet. The prince fell in love with a rose that grew in his planet. It appears to not return his love due to her vain nature. Soon, he left to see what the rest of the universe is like and visited six other planets numbered 325-330. Each of the planets inhabited by an adult. 

First was the King. He could 'control' the stars but only ordering them to do what they would do anyway. He relates this to his citizens, it is the citizens' duty to obey but if only the demands are reasonable. He ordered the prince to leave as his ambassador. 

Next was the Conceited Man. He wants to be admired by everyone but lives alone on his planet. He couldn't hear anything that is not a compliment.

The third is a Drunkard. He drinks to forget that he is ashamed for drinking.

Then came along the Businessman, who is constantly busy counting the stars he thinks he owns. He wishes to use them to buy more stars. The prince then goes on to claim his property. The prince owns the flower and volcanoes on his planet because he cares for them and they care for him, but because one cannot maintain the stars or be of use to them, the Businessman cannot own them.

Fourth planet is inhabited by the Lamplighter which the planet rotates once per minute. Long ago, he was assigned to light the lamp at night and extinguish it in the morning. At that time, the planet rotates at a reasonable rate and he was able to rest but the planet slowly speed up through time. The Lamplighter refuse to let go of his responsibility and he lights and extinguishes the lamp once a minute without any rest. The prince pities the Lamplighter as he is the only person he has met who cares about something other than himself. 

The Geographer stays in the first planet who spends all his time making maps and never leaves his desk to examine anywhere and thinks that it is a job of an explorer to investigate. The Geographer doubts all explorer's character and would disregard their reports. He does not trust the things he has not seen with his own eyes but yet will not leave his desk. He asked the prince to describe his planet. The prince told him about the volcanoes and the rose. The Geographer said "We do not record flowers because they are only ephemeral". The prince was hurt to learn that his rose will someday be gone. The Geographer then recommends the prince to visit Earth. 

So the seventh planet was the Earth. On the Earth, he started out in the desert and meets a snake that claims to have the power of sending anyone he wishes back to the land from whence he came. He asked the snake, "Where are the men? It is a little lonely in the desert". "It is also lonely among men", the snake replied him. The prince meets a desert-flower, who having seen a caravan pass by, tells him that there are only a handful of men on Earth and that they have no roots, which lets the wind blow them around making life hard on them.

The little prince climbs the highest mountain he has ever seen. From the top of the mountain, he hopes he will see the whole planet and find people, but he sees only a desolate landscape. When the prince calls out, his echo answers him, and he mistakes it for the voices of humans. He thinks Earth is unnecessarily sharp and hard, and he finds it odd that the people of Earth only repeat what he says to them.

Eventually, the prince comes upon a whole row of rosebushes, and is downcast because he thought that his rose was the only one in the whole universe. He begins to feel that he is not a great prince at all, as his planet contains only three tiny volcanoes and a flower he now thinks of as common. He lies down in the grass and weeps.

The prince then meets and tames a fox, who explains to the prince that his rose is unique and special, because she is the one whom he loves. The fox bid farewell and told the prince his secret. "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

The prince then meets a railway switchman and a merchant. The switchman tells the prince how passengers constantly rush from one place to another aboard trains, never satisfied with where they are and not knowing what they are after, only the children amongst them bothering to look out of the windows. The merchant tells the prince about his product, a pill which eliminates thirst and is therefore very popular, saving people fifty-three minutes a week; the prince replied that he would use the time to walk and find fresh water.

At the end, the pilot is dying of thirst in the desert but he and the prince found a well. After some thought, the prince bids an emotional farewell to the pilot. Explaining to him that while it will look as though he has died, he has not, but rather that his body is too heavy to take with him to his planet. He tells the pilot that it was wrong of the pilot to come and watch, as it will make him sad. The prince allows the snake to bite him and the next morning, when the pilot went looking for the prince, he finds the prince's body has disappeared.

Tuesday, 19 April 2011


如果我趕追求, 我就敢擁有嗎?

Thursday, 7 April 2011


.EstherStocker. KunstGalerieMuseumBozen.
I'm not feeling homesick for once. I was so concentrated on my work, only measurements appeared. Then, I found my mind floating through Ikea and Curve spaces. I don't know. I don't really miss it as I rarely go to those places. It's more likely a walkthrough thought. I don't know. Maybe I need some sleep.

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

Stop bugging me!!

Sigh, It's about my hair again. I've used to maintain my hair once a month but it's too expensive to maintain it here. The only thing I can do is to have a decent hair cut once in every few months. 

It's either I trim my own hair or with the help of my friends. It's always simple trimming until I caused disaster to myself last febuary. This is the Seventh month and I have not been to any hairdresser.

I've always said to myself, go to the Japanese hairstylist in London cz only Asians knows Asian's hair the best. (that's from asian forums about bad haircuts from the ......*ahem*)

Kill me...
It's £35 per haircut this time. That is like RM173 PER HAIRCUT!! 
Normally, I'll go for RM15 per haircut max and now?? RM173!?!?

The question is.... Should I?

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

太鼓の達人 プラス